The entire point, I thought, was i didn't want to be forgotten.
The trees shivered under my touch and the clouds started the long ride down the mountain. I turned around and looked directly at the sun, breathing in the warm scent.
What if i never see this again?
What if she never wakes up?
What if i am forgotten?
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Film school...
I hate film school.
Well, no, don't get me wrong... I love being here, doing the things we do. I suppose the proper phrase to use would be 'I hate GOING to this kind of thing because i end up making friends and feeling like i have a family and then i have to leave a week later.'
And it again leaves me afraid i'll be alone.
I'm trying to deny myself what i'm feeling, truly, which doesn't work and now the girl i think i like things i'm wierd, most likely.. Mhm, i junked it up again.
Whatever, last day, Scout tells that girl how she feels, no matter what, because... Well, there's no harm that can come of it.
So i guess Friday night. Wow, that's tomorrow.
Why.
Well, no, don't get me wrong... I love being here, doing the things we do. I suppose the proper phrase to use would be 'I hate GOING to this kind of thing because i end up making friends and feeling like i have a family and then i have to leave a week later.'
And it again leaves me afraid i'll be alone.
I'm trying to deny myself what i'm feeling, truly, which doesn't work and now the girl i think i like things i'm wierd, most likely.. Mhm, i junked it up again.
Whatever, last day, Scout tells that girl how she feels, no matter what, because... Well, there's no harm that can come of it.
So i guess Friday night. Wow, that's tomorrow.
Why.
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