Film school...

I hate film school.

Well, no, don't get me wrong... I love being here, doing the things we do. I suppose the proper phrase to use would be 'I hate GOING to this kind of thing because i end up making friends and feeling like i have a family and then i have to leave a week later.'

And it again leaves me afraid i'll be alone.

I'm trying to deny myself what i'm feeling, truly, which doesn't work and now the girl i think i like things i'm wierd, most likely.. Mhm, i junked it up again.
Whatever, last day, Scout tells that girl how she feels, no matter what, because... Well, there's no harm that can come of it.

So i guess Friday night. Wow, that's tomorrow.

Why.